anyways, today there was this haterater who said i suck at drawing...i never said it was my best drawing, but he / she gave me a 1. for goodness sake, there are so really rude people out there. i'm pretty sure he / she was mad, because last time, he / she haterated someone else and was really rude, and i got mad and wrote something like: you should improve your own drawings first before criticizing other people's drawing..hmmm... i guess its pretty much revenge. didn't know he / she would stoop that low though... che.... W.E. i hope he / she trips and falls ><

hahas, today i actually had the time to draw...just been so tired, that i couldn't stay awake... i had to delete my drawing, because every time i dozed off when i was still holding my tablet pen, a new random line appeared. LOLS. talk about sleep deprived. hahas really need to get to sleep

so today, 9th period, when i'm walking on the sidewalk outside of the school, i'm holding this extremely heavy bag and my cellphone. This freshman girl holding hot chocolate and her bag, runs at full speed, knocking down in the process, me. my cellphone drops on the ground and now has scratches, my jeans rip, my WHITE converses gets soaked a lovely shade of hot chocolately brown, and :drum roll: my hands get scraped, my eyelid starts bleeding from a gash, and finally my chin starts bleeding. yes, trickling blood...can you imagine it? makes me wonder what happened to manners and how people can be so rude and unapologetic. i thought it was common sense to apologize and help another person when you are the one who makes that other person fall. I GUESS NOT. i guess some people are just lacking in any sense of GUILT AND REMORSE FOR MAKING SOMEONE ELSE FALL. DARN BASTARDS....

i'm noticing that i'm having an abnormal amount of anger bottled up inside me...its not healthy at all T_T

so i hate school...not surprising really....its taking away from me the love of my life. i haven't been able to practice on corel because of a load of tests...and i'm forgetting how to use rmd's very very simple functions. GOSH. SCHOOL IS A KILLER. grrr.. seriously, i have bags under my eyes the size of a texas...no wait, make it the size of the whole goddamn U.S who created this stupid high school system where i CAN'T GET ENOUGH SLEEP. and i'm really worried about college. i hope i get into columbia univ. / carnegie mellon / cornell univ. / emory univ./ wellesley. hahas, all my dream schools...hope i have a chance -_-

so, i thought up of a new drawing...and i really like the idea i thought up of...but i don't know how to draw water on corel... or water at all =/ this sucks majorly.

i think i'm gonna go on break back at rmd. i will still comment on people's drawings...but i need a break from requests. I think i will try to improve my horrid photoshop skills. lols