anxiousso now that graduation's over, i should have more time right?
well, i don't feel like i do at all...
1) i want to hang out with my friends who i won't be seeing after high school but some of my closer friends are all going to other countries.
2) i want to draw but there is SOOO MUCH THINGS that i want to improve on. Examples are perspective, poses, hands, and coloring. I'm not satisfied with the way i draw and how my drawings turn out. THEY SUCK ><
3) I have a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HUMONGOUSLY GIGANTIC ARTIST BLOCK. i don't know what i want to draw and i DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT!!!! >< GAHHH WHAT SHOULD I DO???
4) i don't have enough time to look through everyone's drawings and comments but i feel like i should and i try to as best as i can. i feel like such a bad friend to everyone
5) i'm behind on everything...bluemanga and addisart and miki-chan tagged me for stuff on DA but with all the other stuff going on, i feel kinda tired out and i'm not in the mood to start them yet...
6) because of prom / afterprom / graduation, i haven't even watched any anime or read any manga. GODDAMN IT.
why do i always feel like i'm low on time? i feel tired and pressured by the fact that i don't have enough time to do all that i want to do...i wish i could take back time.
AND STUPID DA WON'T LET ME CHANGE MY MOOD (look below) i am not effin' content at all.
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and it SUCKS but itll pass... untill then, i hope your troubles go away. : ) your not a bad friend at all for not responding to messages and all.... you have your reasons. : 3 and im sure well all understand....well... we do now caz you posted the reason... duh stupid me.. i dont think
xD and i feel the saem way about my art... i suck big time, and i want to be the best... and i just cant improve. : (
and it sucks to be behind on manga and shows and all... i missed two weeks of my dancing show, 6 HOURS! and i cant watch it online... but eventually youll catch up. ^.^ being stressed isnt a basket of roses, and i hope you feel better soon, Ying!
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♥Love is a rose, you try to grab hold, and it hurts, yet it smells so sweet and you can't get enough.♥
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