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Sat Jun 21, 2008, 2:10 PM
hey guys...just wanted to say this...you don't have to read it though...kinda just letting it out...

so now that graduation's over, i should have more time right?

well, i don't feel like i do at all...

1) i want to hang out with my friends who i won't be seeing after high school but some of my closer friends are all going to other countries.

2) i want to draw but there is SOOO MUCH THINGS that i want to improve on. Examples are perspective, poses, hands, and coloring. I'm not satisfied with the way i draw and how my drawings turn out. THEY SUCK ><

3) I have a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HUMONGOUSLY GIGANTIC ARTIST BLOCK. i don't know what i want to draw and i DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT!!!! >< GAHHH WHAT SHOULD I DO???

4) i don't have enough time to look through everyone's drawings and comments but i feel like i should and i try to as best as i can. i feel like such a bad friend to everyone =(

5) i'm behind on everything...bluemanga and addisart and miki-chan tagged me for stuff on DA but with all the other stuff going on, i feel kinda tired out and i'm not in the mood to start them yet...

6) because of prom / afterprom / graduation, i haven't even watched any anime or read any manga. GODDAMN IT.

why do i always feel like i'm low on time? i feel tired and pressured by the fact that i don't have enough time to do all that i want to do...i wish i could take back time.

AND STUPID DA WON'T LET ME CHANGE MY MOOD (look below) i am not effin' content at all.

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~xMikitty Jun 21, 2008, 2:25:19 PM
Aww Ying.
I wish I could give you a big hug. ) :
Don't worry about me tagging you. I just did that out of love. ( :
KAY! Cheesey Miki Advice Time!!
You should do whatever you really want to do down in your heart.
You only have one life, so you should live it to the fullest.
And don't worry about time and such. By doing that you end up spending all of it way stressed out, and then it's all gone and lost.
God doesn't want us to worry, so just pray and give it all to him.
It helps, believe me.
I luff you, Ying. :heart: C:

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Let's flip a coin.
Heads; you're mine,
Tails; I'm yours. ♥ C:
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~addisart Jun 21, 2008, 11:23:08 PM
Ying why are you so worried about some tags? Or that if you don't check some drawings that makes you a bad friend? Are you serious? if we do have one life why spend it worrying about something so unimportant??? Drawing is supposed to be relaxing and all don't do it if you don't feel like doing it. wait and inspiration will surely come. You should really spend some time with your frinds forget the other stuff. :glomp:have a stress free day =p :heart:

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In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on. -- Robert Frost
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~yingstar225 Jun 22, 2008, 2:44:08 PM
sorry...just a little overwhelmed and stuff...thanks a lot and... sorry again...i get stressed out easily =/

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"What's in a name? That which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet."
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~yingstar225 Jun 22, 2008, 2:49:53 PM
thank you miki-chan! i'm really sorry...i pile on a lot of crap on you guys...i think i get stressed out the most by the fact that i get blocks often on drawing ideas and stuff like that... urg...its really annoying that i can't improve my art as much as i want to too!!! =( i'm just really annoyed that it was because of how busy school was that i have less time to draw....anyways, thank you my love for the advice! it's not cheesy at all...its rather heartwarming <3 i'm easily frustrated with myself and my pace in life. i just feel soo sluggish and slow in everything that i do >< anyways, love you lots!!

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"What's in a name? That which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet."
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~xMikitty Jun 22, 2008, 7:35:52 PM
Don't be sorry! > n < :heart:
And I suffer from art block too. xD
I usually just doodle random stuff. u A u *FAILS*
Try not to worry yourself, kay? ( :
:hug:
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~addisart Jun 23, 2008, 3:26:12 AM
oh no ying i wrote it because i think you shouldn't be sorry...pls don't say you're sorry^^; now i'm sorry :hug: :heart:

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In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on. -- Robert Frost
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~bluemanga Jun 24, 2008, 3:42:11 AM
poor Ying :heart: TwT u dont have to do this tag now :heart: I got tagged by 2 ppl xD and I must do 2 tags :heart: this is rlly good fun, hope to do it soon :) and u can read message and check deviation little step by step :) :3 dont worry, I know that u will find time to do things u want :heart: WE ARE WITH YOU :glomp:
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~yingstar225 Jun 25, 2008, 7:22:26 AM
thank you ^^ i get stressed out easily over stuff like these...sorry for piling all this crap on you =( anyways, i know the tags are gonna be fun to do, i just don't know when i'll get to them...anyways, love you lots!

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"What's in a name? That which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet."
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~bluemanga Jun 27, 2008, 3:23:38 AM
awww u dont have to apologise honey TwT :heart: I know it is hard to find time for everything, espesially for deviant D:
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