so, i won't be drawing for a while here...i don't know if i'll be drawing on ratemydrawings either.

college is starting on august 25th, but this is the last few days before all my friends part ways. only 3 of my close friends are staying in nyc...the rest are all leaving for different states. i'm staying in the good ol' nyc college system so that i won't have to pay money

well, good luck guys in whatever you do and have fun drawing i hope that i will see you guys soon.

lols..so as some of you may know already, my computer has glitches and isn't working too well. a virus has attacked my internet connection, so no internet on my computer.

however, i was able to draw on rmd bc my mom let me use her laptop during the day when she is working. However, since corel painter x is not installed on her computer, that means, unfortunately, that i can't submit drawings to deviantart.

i will come on deviantart sometimes...but until then, see you guys back at rmd!

ps. lols also for some odd reason, my mood cannot be changed. the laptop doesn't recognize the smiley faces. so i will be "content" for quite some time. rofls. well, love you guys lots

hey guys...just wanted to say this...you don't have to read it though...kinda just letting it out...

so now that graduation's over, i should have more time right?

well, i don't feel like i do at all...

1) i want to hang out with my friends who i won't be seeing after high school but some of my closer friends are all going to other countries.

2) i want to draw but there is SOOO MUCH THINGS that i want to improve on. Examples are perspective, poses, hands, and coloring. I'm not satisfied with the way i draw and how my drawings turn out. THEY SUCK ><

3) I have a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HUMONGOUSLY GIGANTIC ARTIST BLOCK. i don't know what i want to draw and i DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT!!!! >< GAHHH WHAT SHOULD I DO???

4) i don't have enough time to look through everyone's drawings and comments but i feel like i should and i try to as best as i can. i feel like such a bad friend to everyone

5) i'm behind on everything...bluemanga and addisart and miki-chan tagged me for stuff on DA but with all the other stuff going on, i feel kinda tired out and i'm not in the mood to start them yet...

6) because of prom / afterprom / graduation, i haven't even watched any anime or read any manga. GODDAMN IT.

why do i always feel like i'm low on time? i feel tired and pressured by the fact that i don't have enough time to do all that i want to do...i wish i could take back time.

AND STUPID DA WON'T LET ME CHANGE MY MOOD (look below) i am not effin' content at all.

sorry guys... a little hectic nowadays...

i don't have time to draw because i'm graduating today and i was kinda shopping for my graduation dress

so...no drawings from me anytime soon on deviantart

oh and prom and atlantic city were AWESOME!

lastly, gomen! i didn't comment or look at new drawings BAD YING! hopefully, i will soon!

hehe i almost forgot to mention...

see anything new on my profile?!?!?!?

you better be checking

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DRUM ROLL.

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yea sorry for the annoying periods.. lols


anyways, i'm

EIGHTEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

lols anyways this is a late mention
my bday was on may 24

soo.....


I'M LEGAL, BABY!




edit: 6-05-08---12:17 AM
today's prom!!!!!!!!! after i pack my luggage, i'm gonna go to sleep but yayyyyyyyy for PROM!!!!!!!!!!

so at 1:30 pm, i have an appointment at a hair and makeup salon.... when we're finished, we are going to be picked up by Jane's mom, and we will drive to Michelle H's house, where we will change.

I have a long, brown halter dress...i have a pale-ish gold clutch, and pale-ish gold shoes. lastly, i have gold, dangly earrings
and my nails are BRONZE-ISH brown.

anyways, we're gonna get picked up by limo and we will drive to battery park. our prom is being held at waldorf-astoria VERY BEAUTIFUL hotel

so our limo has 18 people

anyways, after prom, we're going to have a sleep over at michelle h's house...

next day at 10 am, we will take a bus to ATLANTIC CITY
we're staying 2 nights there...

I CAN'TTTTTTTT WAIT!!!!!!!!

(sorry for this choppy message, i need to pack)

anyways, I AM SOOOOOOOOO EXCITED o_O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!